EP 3: The Best People

 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. 

Hola people! I can't stop writing once I get back to it. It feels like a therapy, something that I need, something that urge me from inside to constantly write something. Okay so today's story start with me bragging again about my baby trees, it's started to grow taller people, mama trees is so excited y'all that make me want to go out and see that baby trees first at the morning as soon as i wake up, watching my baby trees growing felt like somewhere overwhelmed because I never grow a tree before. And I just finished reading a book today which make me giggling so much while reading that book because there's a lot of butterfly scenes, and it's 100/100 points for a happy ending. I hate stories with bad or sad ending. It feel like I can't accept it because I already had so many sadness in my life so I always wanted a happy ending. If I get a spoiler about a drama/movie which had a sad ending I would totally drop it. Sounds so pathetic but whatever. 


so there's something that I want to reflect today, as I started my semester breaks on July until this October, my mom told me to tutor my little sister for her SPM examination soon. okay I'm good at tutoring Arabic subjects because I'm majoring in Arabic at the moment, but in the meantime I was a huge fan of Mathematics, I even have an ambition to be a Mathematics lecturer just like my mom. but guess what? when I want to tutor for Math I didn't even remember a single things about it that made me realize that I took that knowledge for granted. I come across a thought that my teacher, Cikgu Murshid (it's a must to mention his name cause he was my favourite teacher), he was so hard working back then to teach me only for me to forget about it when I enter university. And I never thought to use this knowledge for the community, to teach other people, because back in time when i was taking the SPM examination, I only think to get a good grade and pass this exam quickly. Nothing I hate more than not being able to teach Math properly to my little sister. Now I get a realization that I must give what I get to the community, as the Prophet says: "The best of people are those who are most beneficial to people". 


okay so you're good at what? don't dare to say you're good at nothing. everyone has their own speacialities that make them different from others. something that they're good at. If you say "oh I don't know to cook", "I don't know how to start reading", "I don't know how to be smart", then learn to be good at it. that's why Allah swt make knowledge exists in this beautiful world. that's also the reason why knowledge is very very important in our religion. Without knowledge, you know nothing. So if you're good at something, learn how that thing will benefits others, for example, we all know Malaysian Famous Celebrity Chef, Khairul Aming, who was very good at cooking, so he started to share it to social media that made someone who didn't know how to cook to become a person who was called a chef or even a baker at home.


why i felt like this diary turns into a motivational letter all out of sudden? it supposed to be a diary, Sarry. forgot to mention, despite of most of people called me Sarah, I actually like the name Sarry more because it's what my youngest brother called me and i think it's cute. I've got another work to do, again till next time dearest people ! 





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